He's just not here anymore.
I don't know where I lost him or when, but he's just not here.
I almost did something that is so against everything that I believe in, that my mind won't process it.
But Shinya wouldn't do that would he? He's not capable of violence on that level is he?
He but i'm him
couldn't but I did
do no but I wanted to
that no but I wanted to
could he? no but heaven help me, I wanted to